Daniel Fast Day 2…I wasn’t expecting a miracle

22 May

Day one of the Daniel Fast came and went without a hitch. I was a little sleepy and had some stomache growling, but nothing too serious. As the day drew to a close, I crawled in my bed for my evening prayer and scripture study. Before I began, I prayed that God would make Himself apparent to me during this time of fasting and prayer and that my doubts would be erased.I was not expecting the answer (miracle?!) that I got. Read to the end of this post to see how God works in amazing ways when we just confess and ask.

Then, I picked up the study that I am currently working through by Beth Moore entitled David:Seeking a Heart Like His.

David

To be perfectly honest with you, I love Beth Moore bible studies, but this one wasn’t really ‘speaking’ to me lately. Well, last night we finally got into the good stuff! David and Bathsheba. Here is a man who is the King. He has everything he could possibly want, but he is not satisfied with that. (Sound familiar?) He spies someone else’s wife and he wants that instead of the bazillion other wives and concubines that he has. He brings her to himself and not only sleeps with her, but he gets her pregnant as well. Then, he sends for Bathsheba’s husband, Uriah, and tries to trick him into sleeping with Bathsheba so that he can pass the unborn child off as his. When that doesn’t work, he has Uriah killed. Read the story yourself in 2 Samuel 11.

Most of us have heard this story before, but what I loved about the lesson was the fact that God gave David multiple opportunities to confess, repent and stop sinning already. Moore writes:

After he committed the act of adultery, even though the consequences of the pregnancy were already at work, David could have fallen on his face before God, repented, asked for mercy and begged God to help clean up the mess he had made. Throughout his encounters with Uriah, he had many opportunities to consider his actions and recant. He didn’t.

How many times have I been in the midst of sin and just decided not to confess, not to repent, and not to stop sinning already? Too many. I put my Bible away, lay in bed and began to make my confessions to God.

That should be the end of the story right? Confess, God forgives, the end? Apparently God’s ways are bigger than that. Keep reading…

Do you see those sleeping guys at the bottom of the picture? That is what happens to me when I pray in bed. Something like, “Dear God…I confess…zzzzzzzz…”

sleep prayer

Well, tonight on just Day 1 of the Daniel Fast, God was NOT having it. He had bigger plans for me that I expected.

At 3:28 am, I was sound asleep. At 3:29 am, a strange sound woke me up. It sounded like our new beagle puppy, Chloe, had somehow escaped and was scratching on the front door. So, I ventured to the front door…then the back door….only to find a beagle puppy sound asleep on the kitchen floor. On my way back to bed I felt the nudging of the spirit, “You didn’t finish praying and you have been tired. I wanted to spend time with you, so I woke you up.” 

Alrighty then….I lay back down, wide awake and began my prayers. First confession, then thanksgiving, and then a special prayer for someone very close to me who was recently diagnosed with cancer and needs healing. 

In the darkness, I heard my husband’s voice, “What time is it?” he asked.

“About 3:40,” I said. “What are you doing awake?”

“I can’t sleep,” said the man who could literally sleep through the bombing of Hiroshima.

“I think God woke me up. He was asking me to pray.” I said.

“Hmmm….” he got out of bed and went to the living room where he later told me that he spent some time with God too.

Before you think that we are these especially dedicated people (or just weird insomniacs), let me assure you that is not the ‘normal’ case. I haven’t been wakened in the night since my youngest (going on 5 years old now) was a baby and even then it was just to make sure she was okay and go quickly back to sleep. I do not wake up early unless I have to, and I certainly do not forsake sleep for …. well, anything.

Skip ahead five hours. I just dropped my son off at school when the phone rang. An excited voice on the other line said, “I just got a call from MD Anderson. My lymphnodes are clear. The cancer has not spread. There is no evidence of disease.”

Praise be to God. Not only did he answer my prayer, but he woke me up and reminded me to pray. Speechless.

Lesson 4: If you are open to God and make yourself available, He will surprise you with his faithfulness.

CANCERFREE-01

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